Thursday 1 May 2014
Ex
Posted at 17:09
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Well hello guys . Assalamualaikum and how are you ? Well today i want to express a little bit of my feelings and i don't want to waste my time so let's go !
You now how it feels when you still in love with that someone even when that person doesn't have "that kind" of feeling towards you anymore . It hurts does it ? Yeah . Sometimes i miss those memories and of course i miss the person too . I miss the old you and i miss us . Maybe we always argued and i'm too
manja to handle and always clingy and want to text or chat with you like 24/7 but i did that because i'm so in love with you . Yes i do admit , at first i'm not this overly attached to you because you're not the one i fall in love for . But day by day you made me fall for you . The way you love me , the way you take care of me and the way you expressing your love towards me , i fall in love . But when i start to fall hard , you take a step back and slowly giving up on me . And now , i guess you already like someone else and i'm in here all alone , still can't forget you and i feel like a potato (this is so tak sabet) . I can't really move on but i'll try my best to forget these feelings towards you since you live your life rn . So i hope you'll be happy with the person you will love in the future and i hope you won't forget me cause i won't forget you cause you're one of the best things that happen in my life . Well actually i feel kind of sad but life must go on and we have to move on even it takes time and kind of hurts sometimes . So i guess this is the end of my post so goodbye and I loved you , ex .
Tuesday 28 January 2014
Lost
Posted at 17:02
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They say that big girls don't cry tapi bila dah tak tahan pun akan menangis juga kan ? Mirza dah tak tahu lah nak cakap ape . Bila fikir balik , rase nak nangis aje . Mirza tak tahu jalan penyelesaian mcmane . Dari cara dia reply ws pun dah tahu mcm dia tanak ws kita je . So sekarang mirza pun dah takut nak ws dia . Bukannya mirza tanak ws cuma mirza tgk ape yang dia akan reply nanti . Entahlah , bagi mirza better tak ws drpd kita sedih kan haa . Mirza tanak lah hati mirza terluka lagi so mirza tak boleh overthinking sangat . Mesti fikir positif tapi kadang kadang dah penat nak fikir positif sampai kalau boleh , tanak fikir langsung . Mirza kadang-kadang rase fed up juga sebab balik rumah banyak hw and bila dah balik sekolah kan penat and kita pun nak lah juga bermanja dengan yang tersayang kan lol . Tapi kalau awak pun mcmni , saya lagi makin stress . Rase mcm tanak balik umah je sebab bila dekat rumah je confirm akan overthinking and then akan rase sedih and menangis . Fml . Fed up weh hm . Entahlah . So awak , i hope you read this :
Hey . Saya rindu awak . Tapi awak nampak mcm tak rindu saya pun . Lately saya rasa mcm kita semakin jauh . Kita ws pun sekejap sekejap je sekarang . Knape ? Saya ade buat salah dekat awak ? Kalau ade , please bagitahu sebab saya pun manusia biasa juga , tak sedar akan kesalahan yang saya dah buat so please kalau ade ape ape yang awak tak puas hati , tolonglah bagitahu saya . Saya tgk akhir-akhir ni awak mcm layan saya nak taknak je . Semalam saya nmpk last seen awak gerak tapi awak tak reply cepat cepat pun . Terasa lah juga kan . Saya tahu saya terlampau sensitif sebab hal kecil mcmtu pun saya ambil kira tapi awak pun tahu kan perempuan mcmane . Saya bukan marah , saya cuma sedih . Saya rindu awak tapi kita dapat borak sekejap aje . Saya tahu awak busy . Saya faham tapi bila time free tu please lah spent time dengan saya sikit . Saya pun perlukan masa awak juga . Saya tak minta banyak pun cuma saya perlukan perhatian awak lebih sikit je . So please faham saya . Hm .
I hope our relay will be better soon . Saya pun dah makin awkward dengan awak sekarang . I want the old you . The one that love me so much . Because i love you so . I'm sorry for everything if i'd done wrong . I love you . So okay , mirza pun tadek lah ade banyak masa nak online memanjang kan . Mirza pun kene buat sekolah juga . Banyak pulak tu sebab kene hantar esok sebab nanti cuti CNY kan . Sokay lah korang byee .
